I could hear Ashley softly humming her favorite tune in my ear and I decided it was time to start explaining.

“So my father thought it was in my best interest to tell my mom about us kissing” I grounded out just thinking about it made me extremely pissed off and sad at the same time.

 “How did she take it?”

“I’m pretty sure that she probably hates me now too” I felt the tears I was trying to hold back slowly started to drifted down from my eyes, but I didn’t care to wipe them away.

“Did she tell you that she hated you?” Ashley questioned as she held me a little tighter

“Well no….not exactly she didn’t really get to say much. My father wouldn’t stop talking about wanting to send me away to get help and I was crying, my mom was crying. I just couldn’t think everything was happening too fast. I don’t want to be sent away but I can’t make my father listen to me. He thinks I’m disgusting and worthless trash. So I just took off running and ended up at the soccer field.” I was now sobbing and I could feel Ashley slowing rocking me back and forth.

“It’s all just so crazy. Glen and I use to fight all the time because I was daddy’s little girl and he would give me anything I wanted, but now he can’t even stand to look at me. And he is turning my mom against me I can feel it. For all I know Glen hates me too, and if that happens I’m left with no one. I have nowhere to go if they decided to kick me out and if it was up to my father I would already be on the street.”

“Baby don’t assume how your mom feels about this. I know she loves you and there’s probably no way she could hate you, or your dad for that matter. He just doesn’t know how to deal with the situation and is lashing out at you. He probably just needs sometime to really process what is going on. But that doesn’t make it right for him to tell you that bullshit. None of it is true; you are the most amazing person I have ever met. Spence you are so kind hearted and you care about people you don’t even know.”  I chuckled softly thru my tears as Ashley continued.